dunno why i feel so miserable this day..
it's like my life never been so full like before..
it's seems like i can't have both of u at the same time..
if i have u then i don't have them..
if i have them then i don't have u..
why can't be together..
dunno if i do the right thing with telling u all my feeling yesterday..
at that moment,,i think i'm doing the right thing..
but,,as for now,,think dat maybe it's not the right thing to tell u my feeling..
cos' it's seems like u r playing with my feeling now..
to tell the truth..i don't like it at all..
before,,u said that i do the same thing to u..
so,,is it ur way to take a revenge on me??
it's not that i don't support what u r doing right now..
u should know that from the very first start i always support u in everything u do..
maybe i'm not saying it clearly,,but i thought u should already know..
this is some experience i want u to have..
but,,it's just there's some feeling inside that said something is not right..
don't u feel the same??
or is it just me,,the one who exaggerate things??
up till now,,
i think i still can cope with it..
maybe there will be sometime when u'll feel tired of playing around..
and maybe at that time u'll come back n' think of me n' look for me..
but,,1 thing for sure..
don't make me tired of waiting for so long..
cos i'm afraid if it takes so long,,
when u look for me,,
all u can find is my shadow,,
not the real me..
so,,actually i don't really know what to do now..
afraid that if i tell u what i feel now,,
u'll think that i don't give u any freedom..
n' u'll run away..
afraid that if i said bye for now,,
u'll think that it's me,,the one who wants to leave u..
n' u'll angry with me..
afraid that if i tell u to have fun,,
u'll play all day n' forget about me..
n' i'll be the one who will leave u cos i'm tired of waiting for u..
hmpf,,
i really dunno what to do now..
can u tell me what should i do now??
>.<
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