what if one day u meet someone dat is totally a stranger & unknown,,called u sumthin which means rilli bad / very negative for u,,when both of u were introduce??
dat's what happen to me..she said 1 word,,dat for me,,these word means very very negative..1 word dat won't be said by me when i was introduce to someone..even,,i don't dare called my close friend that word,,unless we were in e 'joking' situation..
so,,what happen next is..dat word rilli destroy my self esteem..all nite i always think, 'am i rilli dat bad??' 'am i rilli dat worse??' 'am i rilli dat negative??' when i'm awake..all i want to do is hide under my blanket n try to make my own world dat is comfortable for me at dat time..even,,i have to carry my dog to sleep with me in my room so i can sleep well..
in e morning when i wake up,,the first thing dat pop up in my mind is this word again,,and suddenly i cried bcoz i felt myself was very very bad..dat's practically make the need of self respect not fulfilled for me..now,,it's like my self esteem is in e very very low position..
oh GOD,,am i rilli dat bad??
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