6 months..

-time flies by without i know that it's been 6 months since my sis passed away-

mmh,,

before i noe,,tnyata hari ini tuh tepat 6 bulan ad g meninggal..

rasanya kya baru kmrn dy pulang k rumah,,

baru kmrn dy gak ada..

eh,,tnyata udah 6 bulan ajah..

'cepet banget!!' it yang ada dalam pikiran g skrg..tp, tnyata waktu it berlalu bgitu cepat klo elo sendiri gak mikirin ato ngitungin hari it sendiri..bukan barti g sama sekali gak mikirin ttg ad g jg..kadang, g suka kepikiran ttg ad it klo g sendiri,,klo ada sesuatu yang ngingetin g ke ad g..adalah beberapa hal yang bikin g mikirin ad g it..tapi,,g tau,,semakin g pikirin ad g,,g-nya bakalan smakin sedih..jadinya,,g pikir,,yawdahlah..masih banyak yang harus n' bisa g kerjain slaen slalu nangis n' mikirin ttg ad g..toh,,g masih punya bonyok g,,tmn2 g,,kerjaan2 yang laen yg  nge"butuh"in g..hehe..jadi,,daripada g berlarut2 dlm kesedihan mending g nglakuin hal yang laen khan?? ^^

a letter to her..

Happy 20th bdae to my dear angel sister in heaven..

instead of celebrating ur bdae in a fancy resto,,

we end up going to ur grave n pray for u there..

instead of cooking a birthday noodle for u,,

we end up thinking what to serve for ur 40 days Mass..

like what ur friend said, 'it's more fun for u to paint the sky now'

so,,i guess that's what ur doin rite now..

paint the sky in e happy colour dear..

n' always be happy there..

.:love u n' miss u so:.

P.S.: i rili miss ur voice so much, that i almost mishearing our mom friend's to ur's..n for a moment there, i think u call me from heaven above ^^